Exhausted

On Wednesday after work I stopped at the Wisconsin house and it did not go how I thought.

Last day in Wisconsin

Today is my last day in Wisconsin. Jon, Gus and Pardus (the cat) left this morning while the movers were still loading our belongings into the truck.

My last group

It really hasn't sunk in that Wednesday will be my last day at work, in our house or in WI.

9w2d-History Did Not Repeat Itself

9w2d: January 25, 2010. I had some spotting over the weekend, was very scared and needed an u/s to confirm what was going on. Our fertility clinic was able to get us in right away, so Jon and I headed out the door.  Dr. O began the u/s and Jon knew right away that something wasn't right. He only saw one beating heart instead of two. Our Tittle was dead.

This Move is Getting Real

We've had three showings on our house since it was put on the market on February 27. The last showing was on Sunday. Yesterday we received an offer.

Needing a Constant

Friday Jon did pick-up and drop-off with Gus. He said, in the morning, that he would start dinner after they got home from school. I walked in the door and the kitchen was empty and quiet.

Feeling all over the place

7w6d, almost 8w, and feeling scared, terrified and guilty.